tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44166311862967532632024-02-19T08:24:58.952-08:00The Beautiful Busy BeeAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-15546955837321670912017-07-31T17:09:00.002-07:002017-07-31T17:09:56.792-07:00American Greetings: Not Alone <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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This video quickly put me back on the emotional roller coaster of infertility and my journey to motherhood. While I am overwhelmed with gratitude to be a mom to my precious son Thomas, my fertility struggle has forever changed me. The pain doesn’t fade away, when a perfect bundle of baby is placed in your arms. I have my gift, my child, but my heart has scars which remind me of the journey to parenthood. The memories of the longest 3 minutes of my life, waiting for the results of a pregnancy test filled with both fear and hope in my heart…and month after month, seeing negative results; the pull on my heart with every passing baby bump; the thought to never use social media again, because every day someone announced a new pregnancy or birth; the forced smiles when asked “when are you going to give your parents a grandchild?,” when you really want to weep (or practice your right hook!); the buckets of tears cried for the children your heart desires, the child you’ve lost and the days and years passing without a sweet child making your house noisy and calling for “mommy."</div>
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The journey is different for each woman. For me, the journey consisted of countless Doctor appointments, medicines, hundreds of injections given by me or my husband, egg retrievals, embryo growth, embryo transfers, staggering financial costs, emotional turmoil and stress. Even still, my journey has made me a stronger person, a more compassionate individual and has drawn me closer to God.</div>
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If you are currently craving to become a parent, I want you to know, you are not alone. One of the hardest aspects of trying to conceive and experiencing infertility are the feelings of loneliness and isolation. My heart has been touched over the past years by the love and encouragement from family, close friends and my TTC (Trying to Conceive) sisters. Please never underestimate the value of a kind, encouraging word. It can be the difference to encourage someone to be filled with hope and joy, instead of despair and bitterness. The road of infertility is depressing, challenging, even maddening, but with the smallest gesture you can show someone suffering they are not alone.<br />Statistics show one is eight couples are battling infertility. Someone in your life is struggling (probably privately) to become a parent. These individuals are not looking for your advice (unless they ask), or to hear “you have plenty of time,” “you are still young,” “enjoy your time and sleep before kids,” etc. However, it would mean so much to have someone just show up or send a card to let them know they are not alone.</div>
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Not alone…is having your husband give you a Mother’s Day card honoring your role as a mother to the baby lost and the embryos created through IVF. Not alone…is having your sisters travel from other states to hug you, sit with you and just BE THERE when you miscarried. Not alone…is having your friend send you cupcakes and a card when you are having a dark day. Not alone…is receiving a note telling you that you are strong and beautiful, when you feel you and your body are a failure. Not alone…is sending a card to a friend to brighten their day and telling them they are loved. I am immensely blessed with a family that SHOWS UP. Take time to show up for someone today.<br /><a class="_58cn" data-ft="{"tn":"*N","type":104}" href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/givemeaning?source=feed_text&story_id=860893082020" style="color: #365899; cursor: pointer; font-family: inherit; text-decoration-line: none;"><span class="_5afx" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; unicode-bidi: isolate;"><span aria-label="hashtag" class="_58cl _5afz" style="color: #4267b2; font-family: inherit; unicode-bidi: isolate;">#</span><span class="_58cm" style="font-family: inherit;">givemeaning</span></span></a> <a class="_58cn" data-ft="{"tn":"*N","type":104}" href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/partner?source=feed_text&story_id=860893082020" style="color: #365899; cursor: pointer; font-family: inherit; text-decoration-line: none;"><span class="_5afx" style="direction: ltr; font-family: inherit; unicode-bidi: isolate;"><span aria-label="hashtag" class="_58cl _5afz" style="color: #4267b2; font-family: inherit; unicode-bidi: isolate;">#</span><span class="_58cm" style="font-family: inherit;">partner</span></span></a><br /><a data-ft="{"tn":"-U"}" href="https://l.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.americangreetings.com%2Fgivemeaning&h=ATPCSCcBMVx_yl7mjrS2VSu_hE7OUsxHdFvs3a_2PdbZY4rbpNXbUh71ekfiPjPYBoLE9qEL6hnUNZy4UOiJ5dvsg-uB7fac9s3BIno05GEkBtHb92_FpL4IL4gqB-j_7bIqWiTLKHCqtgBDlQ&enc=AZOqNahbOAa4kpr_o8z_uStWbucVWiRNjbrA_oEdPSKBNL3iVeXNU57YfVxH2ByTa1kcR28Gmap55m0pIFKfGvJsLEJ_QkQ1d-pX4r3AcTVUByyAckdIx0b3TvdILZxmPz2LZOVVoyE1NmC2v8hsd2QAJZADh0fi_W0b2HD6Dus6nJ9Bgzd-JTBz7Umr3fT5mYw&s=1" rel="nofollow noopener" style="color: #365899; cursor: pointer; font-family: inherit; text-decoration-line: none;" target="_blank">www.americangreetings.com/givemeaning</a></div>
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I am nearing the end of my Two Week Wait and getting so
close to finding out if our embryo has implanted and I am officially
pregnant.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have felt so many emotions
over the last two weeks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have made an
effort to take it easy and relax as much as possible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The first week I was blessed to have time off
work and my usual responsibilities.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
did a lot of laying and resting on the couch and watching movies but mostly I
watched Gilmore Girls!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My sisters told
me I should watch this show and I’m so glad I started the series on Netflix!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is light-hearted and the perfect show to
get me through this emotionally draining time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
During times like this, there is no other option but to
completely trust God for the outcome.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
told myself going into this transfer that when I became PUPO (pregnant until
proven otherwise), I would enjoy every moment of this time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> For </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">this reason, I did not test early with a home pregnancy test, as many ladies do. You could say it's extreme patience but the main reason is </span>I wanted to savor the time I was pregnant,
even if for just a short period. This is an extreme case of "Ignorance is<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span> bliss" ;) <br />
<br />
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Matthew
6:34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious
for itself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sufficient for the day is
its own trouble.” </i></b> </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
I have full trust that God’s plan is perfect and trust Him
for the outcome of this pregnancy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
want this baby more than words could adequately express and am praying without
ceasing that this is my time to be a mom and have a baby to hold and rock to
sleep.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have spent a lot of time talking
with God and sharing my hopes and desires for our baby and this pregnancy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span> </div>
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<br /></div>
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There have been several verses that have spoken
to me during this time of waiting and trusting. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hope the verses encourage your heart today,
no matter what you are waiting and trusting for, put your trust in God.</div>
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<br /></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Psalms 130:5-6 “I wait
for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I hope; my soul waits for the Lord
more than watchmen for the morning.”</i></div>
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<br /></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust
in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will
make straight your paths.</i></div>
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<br /></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Romans 12:12 “Rejoice
in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.”</i></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Psalms 27:13-14 “I
believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the Lord in the land of the
living!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Wait for the Lord; be strong,
and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!”</i></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Psalms 33:20-22 “Our
soul waits for Lord; he is our help and our shield.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For our heart is glad in him, because we
trust in his holy name.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Let your
steadfast love, O Lord, be upon us, even as we hope in you.”</i></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
In Isaiah it says <i><b>“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord.”</b></i><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I do not know what the next hours, days and weeks hold, but
I do know who holds the future!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In Him,
I have hope and peace. </div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
xo,</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Jessica</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-8991703981088828432016-07-22T05:04:00.001-07:002016-08-30T06:53:48.787-07:00Weaping becomes Joy!<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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I have the privilege of owning a Bridal Salon and Event Design Company with
my mom. Through my work, I have met amazing people. Over a year
ago, I met a mom at a bridal show and she shared her need for a wedding planner
and event designer for her daughter’s upcoming wedding.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We clicked, she loved our work and she booked
our services. We have been working together with her daughter over the
last year to plan and design her wedding day. Through talking and sharing,
I learned that this sweet lady has suffered 8 pregnancy losses...some babies
that were as far along as 5 months. My heart broke for her. When I
first learned that news, I was beginning IVF round 1. As you may know,
IVF round 2 was successful and I was pregnant. I lost my baby at 7 weeks
3 days. Over the days following my loss, I often thought of this mom that
had lost 8 children. I remember thinking..."If she can go through
loss that many times and still get out of bed and function, then so can I."
Not only does this woman function but she exudes happiness. She is a
joyful person that shares a smile easily! That doesn't mean the pain is
gone because it certainly has left deep scars. When I was sharing my
struggles with her, her tears came quickly. It brings everything
back. You never forget the loss of a child, someone you loved so much and
didn't have the chance to meet and hold.<br />
<br />
After her losses and deciding to seek another route to motherhood, she
pursued adoption. She adopted two lovely girls. It was months into
our relationship before we were told that the sisters were not made up of the parents’
DNA and furthermore, we were shocked that the sisters were not biological.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These girls not only look like each other but
look like they were the mom and dad’s biological children.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Through the investment this mom made in the
life of her adopted daughters, they are both amazing, strong women!<br />
<br />
I share this story because tomorrow, this mom who suffered more heartache
then one should have to bear, gets to celebrate the wedding of her DAUGHTER!<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"> <b>Praise the Lord that Joy Comes in the
morning</b>!</i> Tomorrow will be such a time of celebration, happiness and
joy! This story has been a reminder that God's plan is perfect and the
pain that we are experiencing right now is only temporary. I hope it
encourages you as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We must keep
going and be open to the path God directs for our life. Adoption is not
for everyone and certainly is not the solution to infertility but it is a
beautiful way to experience motherhood. I am so happy for this mom and
her family.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><br />
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I will share a wedding
picture tomorrow!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><br />
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">xoxo,</span><br />
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">Jessica </span><br />
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<![endif]--><br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-34727339717525809672016-07-11T16:12:00.000-07:002016-07-11T16:12:40.667-07:00Finding Hope in the Hard world of InfertilityMy sweet friends,<br />
<br />
The past weeks have been filled with some of the darkest days of my life. I have felt such grief, pain and anger. I have cried buckets of tears.<br />
<br />
<b>INFERTILITY IS HARD...</b><br />
On June 16th, David and I had an early appointment for our second ultrasound. Although I was excited about my appointment and seeing our baby again, I also felt weird, a bit off center and not normal. I found my hands trembling and heart racing as I got ready and during our drive to the office. We went into the room and prepared for the ultrasound, as the nurse began by measuring the sac. She said the baby was measuring 6 + weeks and immediately my heart sunk...I was 7 weeks 3 days at this date. The nurse continued with the ultrasound quietly, without a word. It went very fast. She then had me sit up and said the words I'll never forget "The baby has no heartbeat, I'm so very sorry." I was numb, in complete shock. My husband and I were given time to pull ourselves together and then we met with the Doctor to discuss our loss. My husband called out of work, followed me home where we comforted each other for hours...he held me, prayed with me, cried with me, let me talk when I needed and was quiet when I needed.<br />
<br />
Ironically, the day after Father's Day, June 20th, I had a D & C. This was a hard day. It was so final...our pregnancy was officially over. The physical recovery was going smoothly until a few days later. I woke up at 3 am with awful cramping and by 10 am, I was in tremendous pain and could hardly speak. I sent a text to David, asking him to please call my mom and my Doctor (in that order ha ha)! He did and my mom rushed over to help me get to the hospital, per my Doctors orders. Mom checked for a fever and gave me some medicine from one of my retrievals. The medicine helped tremendously.<br />
<br />
The ER visit was another "slap-in-the-face." The staff at the hospital were, unintentionally, insensitive to my emotional condition and each staff member asked questions that were a constant reminder of the tremendous loss. In addition, my release papers had, in big words, PREGNANT - POSITIVE. However, I no longer was...<br />
<br />
Currently, two weeks since that hospital visit, my HCG levels are still not back to 0, but thank goodness the cramping and bleeding are over. I am beginning to feel like myself again, though, I miss being pregnant and keep thinking about how far along I would have been today or this week.<br />
<br />
<b>BEING PATIENT IS HARD...</b><br />
I am very grateful that I now know I can "get pregnant." I also
understand that the odds are something genetically was wrong. However,
this does not take away the deep feelings of loss, failure and hopelessness. <br />
One of the hardest struggles is the continual waiting in this journey... <br />
waiting for my cycle<br />
waiting through injections<br />
the two week wait<br />
waiting for Beta results<br />
waiting for a successful embryo thaw (my newest fear)<br />
waiting for my sweet child to warm my<b> </b>heart, my life, my arms<br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i>But
those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; <b>they shall mount
up like wings of eagles</b>, they shall run and not be weary, they shall
walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31</i></span></span><br />
<br />
<b>BEING PREGNANT IS HARD...</b><br />
A naive person, I am not. Infertility and the IVF process certainly strips away our naivety and innocence. I honestly never thought of miscarriage in my scenario. I thought the embryo might not "stick" but when it did, I was hopeful and full of joy. I will <b>never </b>experience pregnancy with the sweet innocence I had always envisioned. I am not being a pessimist but rather a realist. Those of us struggling with infertility are poked, prodded, probed, evaluated, stimulated and on the list goes. Constant failure breathes at your back. The "roller coaster" analogy describes it best. You are hopeful with anticipation as you embark, trepidatious as you climb to the top, elated when you reach the pinnacle, terrified of what's to come, literally, holding on for dear life and then you drop...<br />
<br />
<b>TTC WON'T MAKE <i>ME </i>HARD, IT HAS MADE <i>ME </i>STRONG</b><br />
<b><br /></b>
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i>Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when the desire comes it is a tree of life Proverbs 13:12</i></span><br />
<br />
No doubt, the ride is depressing, challenging even maddening! But...we get back on and ride again, experiencing all the ups and downs that TTC brings. I have recognized I have one of <b>two choices</b>; despaired and bitter or hopeful and joyful. I am choosing to be <b>hopeful and joyful</b>.<br />
<br />
My heart has been touched by the love and encouragement from family, close friends and my TTC sisters. Please never underestimate the value of your sweet, encouraging words. You have helped me recover and climb from my pit of despair.<br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i>Kind words are like honey...sweet to the soul and healing to the bones. Proverbs 16:24</i></span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i>xo<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">, </span></i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Jessica</span> </i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-16535931885326123112016-05-29T17:21:00.000-07:002016-07-06T20:22:58.550-07:00The Struggle is part of the Story<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">I am so thankful for the TTC community. The ladies in our
community are amazing! We encourage and inspire each other, grieve with
others who are likewise suffering or discouraged and celebrate with
overwhelming joy a success of any kind and especially a BFP! For so many
months, I kept my struggle with infertility between my husband and myself. It
wasn't that I was ashamed, I am just a private person. Sharing my
struggle and my story is the best decision I ever made. It has been
healthy to share the pain and fears and also to have a strong network for
support, guidance and reassurance. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">The Struggle is part of the
Story</span></b><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">. The
injections, medicines, countless Doctor appointments, egg retrieval, embryo
growth, embryo transfer, staggering financial costs, emotional turmoil and
stress, all comprise the struggle. However, these struggles have made me
a stronger person, a more compassionate individual and have drawn me closer
to God. The struggle goes beyond the
obvious. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">Even though I have gained the tremendous blessing of support
through sharing, it remains a struggle to share.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">Many women who conceive naturally would not consider to share the
news of their pregnancy at only one month along. There are still many
critical milestones ahead in the baby’s growth...we have not even heard a
heartbeat or had a sonogram! You would
think finally getting a BFP (big fat positive) would alleviate the apprehension,
but it certainly hasn’t. Psalm 34:4
comes to mind, “I sought the Lord, and He answered me and delivered me from all
my fears.” I think it is only natural,
in a sensitive situation like early pregnancy to be worried about a lack of
symptoms, sharp pains, and even comparing your own Beta numbers to other ladies
Beta numbers. I have to continue relinquishing
my fears to God who already has a perfect plan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">The past few days, I have been battling with myself over whether
to share my news so early and the most appropriate way to share the <b>BEST news I have ever received in my life!</b>
(I was doing this battling, while fighting the urge to do a backflip and shout
to everyone I see <b>“I am pregnant!!”</b>)
I am keeping positive thoughts, am overjoyed beyond measure and I am inviting
prayer and support for our growing child.
<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">I would ask those who know David and me personally, <b>please don’t share our special news before
we have the chance to do so</b>! You are
our most treasured of friends. I know, just by your interest in our situation
and your love and caring messages, this is not too much to ask. I have waited through years and throngs of
negative pregnancy tests to have finally heard the words that play like
beautiful music to my ears, “<b>you are definitely
pregnant!</b>” Praise God! <b>LET IT BEE</b>!!!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">I know that my news can bring pain to many of you struggling and waiting
patiently for your own positive outcome.
This too is part of the struggle.
I refused to allow myself not to allow joy for others. I would think why
her not me. Then I would ask myself
again…why not her? It would help me every
time. My prayer is that this step in my story would serve to strengthen our
community with hope. This is exactly
what your stories have done for me.
Thank you! <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">David and I are overjoyed by the news that this round of IVF may
just bring us our long awaited BABY BEE!
I am excited to continue sharing our journey, having you cheer us on and
having your support and prayer. I thank
God every time I think of you! Philippians 1:3<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<div align="center" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">“<i>Rejoice
in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice</i>!” <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">Philippians 4:4<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-61287276733661519882016-05-24T11:41:00.001-07:002016-08-20T08:55:26.953-07:00Patience in the Two Week Wait!This Two Week Wait is not easy...oh my! One hour I'm giddy with excitement and hope about being pregnant and the next hour, I'm anxious and scared that it might not work this time. The evening of my transfer I downloaded my first pregnancy app...this was so exciting! I wanted to begin tracking my pregnancy, which is tricky to do with IVF. At transfer, the embryo is two weeks into development, it just happens in a petri dish!! In the pregnancy app (I downloaded Ovia and What to Expect), I entered myself as in the beginning of week 3. At the end of the two week wait, Beta day, I will be 4 weeks pregnant! It was/is hard to process that I am actually pregnant...please Lord let me be pregnant! I don't have bad eating habits, but I have been making a conscious effort to eat lots of fruits, veggies and protein and drink a lot of water. I don't drink coffee and the hot tea I drink is decaf, but I have paid attention to caffeine as well. I am taking care of myself as if I were pregnant, because I have to believe I am. <br />
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Per my Doctors recommendation, I was able to take several days off work to rest, let my body heal from the retrieval and transfer and to relax during a time when the embryo would be implanting in the uterine wall. I just keep imagining what is happening inside my body...a new life is forming! Since I had time, I read a lot through the apps I downloaded, but I also took to Dr. Google. WHY do I do this to myself???!! I know I'm not alone...we all do this...right?! I would lay awake some nights, unable to sleep because of something I read: "Someone said they had cramping and spotting at Day 2 and 3," "Should I be moving around more," "Don't drink anything cold...great, I drank cold water today!," "Should I test early" and the list goes on and I would be wide awake anxious and fretting. Ultimately, I understand and know that this is completely out of my control, but I do want to do the right things and make good decisions, to create the best environment for my baby to grow and to not hinder my chances of a successful pregnancy. <br />
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The symptoms can make me crazy too! The lack of symptoms make me nervous and scared that the embryo maybe isn't sticking and getting comfy. Then, the few symptoms I do have- breast tenderness, bloating, fatigue, which are all great early indicators of pregnancy are ALSO side effects of the progesterone that the Doctor prescribes to take after an IVF transfer. Talk about confusing! I have taken a lot of time to do things that I enjoy during this time as well...read, watch movies, read, cook, nap, organize, dream and plan for my nursery decor...that has all been wonderful and I am so thankful to have had this time. I am back to work now and while that is a good distraction, it is hard to concentrate on tasks and focus, knowing what may or may not be happening inside my body! I am also very emotional and sensitive, which make everyday conversations harder. <br />
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Patience and trust during the Two Week Wait is very difficult but it is essential to surviving. During this time, you are the closest you've ever come to having what you've yearned for and desired for so long...being pregnant and having a baby. However, the situation can also have the exact opposite outcome. The only path to peace that I have found on my journey with infertility was within my relationship with God. I continue to rejoice in hope! As believers, what do we have if we don't have hope? That applies to any struggle or unknown we are facing in life, not necessarily infertility. I am striving for patience in tribulation. Each day that passes and I worry with my lack of "symptoms," I have to continually cast my cares upon Jesus. I am constant in prayer during this two weeks. Praying for the outcome that God desires for David and me and our unborn children and praying that we can handle the news we receive in the coming days. I have learned and continue to learn so much about myself during this journey. My prayer is that God will use my pain, hurt, struggle and hope to bless someone someday. <br />
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I want to share one of my favorite scriptures with you:<br />
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Psalm 121:<br />
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<i>I will lift up my eyes to the hills-<br />From whence cometh my help?</i><br />
<i>My help comes from the Lord,</i><br />
<i>Who made heaven and earth.</i><br />
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<i>He will allow your foot to be moved;</i><br />
<i>He who keeps you will not slumber.</i><br />
<i>Behold, He who keeps Israel</i><br />
<i>Shall neither slumber nor sleep.</i><br />
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<i>The Lord is your keeper;</i><br />
<i>The Lord is your shade at your right hand.</i><br />
<i>The sun shall not strike you by day,</i><br />
<i>Nor the moon by night.</i><br />
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<i>The Lord shall preserve you from all evil;</i><br />
<i>He shall preserve your soul.</i><br />
<i>The Lord shall preserve your going out and your coming in</i><br />
<i>From this time forth, and even forevermore.</i><br />
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Just like the incredible women of the Bible-Sarah, Rachel, Hannah and Elizabeth, some who had to wait longer than I could ever imagine to become a mother, and like me, when you are struggling during the wait in your life, you don't have to walk through the valley alone. You can fall into the loving and safe arms of Jesus. When you don't think you can continue on, He will carry you. My help and hope comes from the Lord!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-31867053855307854632016-05-18T14:17:00.000-07:002016-05-18T14:18:32.491-07:00IVF #2 UpdateIt has been a busy month (and longer) as we went into our second round of IVF. I wanted to give you all an update. We have two embryos frozen but David and I wanted to do another egg retrieval with the hope of having a few more embryos for our future family! I started the process again with birth control pills, which just makes anyone TTC crazy!! My Doctor changed my protocol slightly this round and I began with Lupron injections every morning, we then added Follistim and Menopur in the evening on Day 9. These medicines stimulate the ovaries to produce a large amount of follicles. I began monitoring on Day 9 and would go for monitoring every other day, which then increased to everyday the closer we got to the retrieval date. LOTS of shots later, we were given the go ahead to do the "Trigger Shot," which completes the maturation stage of the follicles. David gave me this shot in my upper back hip at 3 am on Mother's Day...talk about a sting! It is amazing what I will do and already have done to have a child and I can truly say that love hurts sometimes! The trigger shot has to be given exactly 36 hours prior to the egg retrieval time. By the way, David and I had lovely Mother's Day celebrations with both of our Mother's! My mom and sister each gave me sweet gifts honoring me, as a mom to my embryos and also encouraging me for the road ahead. It meant so much!<br />
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My egg retrieval was on May 9th at 3 pm. I couldn't eat or drink after midnight the night before retrieval so needless to say, I was hungry and thirsty! The retrieval went smooth and I wasn't as anxious since I had already done one a month and a half ago. The Doctor was able to retrieve 36 eggs!!!! We were thrilled and feeling very hopeful! Last round, there was an issue with the eggs fertilizing naturally. This time, ICSI was performed immediately and our results were amazingly better. ICSI is when the embryologist uses a micro-needle to put the sperm into the egg. By the next morning we had 29 that were fertilized! They continue growing into blastocysts that are eventually frozen on Day 5 or 6. I went home to recover after the retrieval and took it easy the rest of the day with my heating pad. I also had a nice spaghetti dinner! <br />
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The rest of the week was spent at work and getting excited for our fresh embryo transfer on Saturday! I had trouble sleeping on Friday night...it was definitely more exciting than Christmas Day! I cleaned Saturday morning to distract me from the transfer and so everything was pretty when I returned and wanted to relax! David and I drove the 1.5 hours to the transfer center on Saturday afternoon. It was surreal thinking that in a few hours I would be pregnant! Something I have waited and tried for years to accomplish. We prayed before we entered the center...for God's blessing on the Doctor and team performing the transfer, for our embryo to attach and stay with us, for the provisions allowing us to seek infertility treatments and for our hearts to trust God for the outcome. I just have to say, I am SO blessed by my husband...there is nothing better than having a man that seeks God and encourages me in my daily walk! I love him! The transfer was about 15 minutes total...so fast! David was able to be in the room with me, which was so special. It is definitely not the conventional way to make a baby, but we are blessed to have this opportunity and it's pretty amazing to get the "behind the scenes" look (just trying to stay positive)!! We decided to transfer one embryo this cycle. I consulted with my Doctor earlier in the week and we made this decision. My progesterone levels were high at the time of Trigger, which causes the lining to be thicker than desired (even though all you hear is how you want a very thick lining...confusing!) so it isn't the best environment for an embryo to attach to the uterine lining. David and I decided to proceed based on our feelings and the Doctors advice. Again, this process is such a roller coaster! <br />
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They transfer the embryo using a catheter. It is not a painful process just slightly uncomfortable for a few minutes. The Doctor and team take such care in making sure the embryo has left the catheter and also with making us feel so special as new parents...even if only for a few weeks! David held my hand the entire time and WE GOT TO WITNESS THE MIRACLE OF LIFE! It was beautiful and incredible! When the Doctor released the embryo into the uterus, you see a "flash" on the screen...it is so fast but just incredible to know what happened. After the transfer, we received a picture of our embryo and of course, I think it's perfect!! It is amazing that at this stage, the sex of the baby, hair color and eye color are already determined. Wow! So, we then left the center, a little dazed and trying to let what just happened absorb! I'M PREGNANT or PUPO (pregnant until proven otherwise)! I went home to my couch and watched movies and was pampered by David, had visits from family and so much love, excitement and encouragement from family, friends and my TTC community! <br />
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I feel so blessed to have made it this far! Now I'm on Day 4 of the dreaded two week wait...<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-56632163274314477532016-04-05T18:09:00.000-07:002016-04-05T18:10:24.979-07:00Good News AND God's Perfect Timing!Today I experienced God's promise that His timing is PERFECT! Let me start by going back a few weeks. On March 21st, I went for my Egg Retrieval procedure as scheduled. Everything was going smooth and I was being prepped for the procedure by the nurse and anesthesiologist. Right before I went back to the operation room, my Doctor came in and said my last blood work came back with some of my levels low so there is a chance the "trigger" shot didn't actually work. This was something David and I never expected to hear and took us by complete surprise. Anxiety quickly crept in so David immediately prayed with me and asked God's protection over my body and the procedure. I went under anesthesia (while talking about what I wanted to eat later that day) and next thing I remember was being awake and lying in the recovery room with David by my side. I felt okay just had some cramping. The sweet nurse served a "picnic" on my belly of crackers and water! My doctor came in a while later and said he had some "not so good news." He attempted for 25 minutes to retrieve the mature eggs from the follicles, however, they were not yet released. So, for whatever reason, whether human error or another factor, the trigger shot did not work. He quickly reassured me that I could trigger again (with another type of medicine) that night and we could come back for another egg retrieval two days later. I obviously was sad (and cried) but was clinging to the hope that we would have another chance in 2 days! I went home to recover and enjoyed a lovely home cooked meal by my mom and David! <br />
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Two days later, we went back for an early morning egg retrieval and David and I were both cautiously optimistic. In these situations, you have NO choice but to cast your fears and worries at the feet of Jesus. After the procedure, as I was still coming out of my nice little "nap," the two nurses came running in and held up a piece of paper that read "32 eggs!!!!" David and I were elated! That is a lot of eggs and my heart was just so happy! I happily went home, got in bed and took a nap with my heating pad! I woke up and had my sister and her brother in law visit and then later my other sister, niece, nephew and my mom came over and we had dinner together. It was a good day filled with hope for our family! <br />
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The next morning, I was woken up by a call from my Doctor. I knew this would be the update on how many eggs fertilized, matured, etc. The doctor said that of the 32 eggs, 14 fertilized, which was a big drop but only 5 had matured into embryos. This was a big shock and disappointment and quite confusing to the Doctor, as he didn't have a solid explanation BUT I was very grateful that five were still developing. The Doctor then proceeded to tell me that we would need to cancel this round of IVF and not proceed with the fresh transfer because my uterine lining was too thick and it would not be a successful environment for an embryo to stick and grow. I was devastated. I was strong while I finished my conversation with the Doctor and then let the tears flow. I felt like a big, ugly failure. I was right where Satan wanted me to be. I called David and decided that since my body was failing me, I didn't need anymore time to recover. I showered, dressed and got in the car to drive to David and meet him for lunch. It was so good to see him, hug him and be encouraged by his unfailing love. He loves me so much and I am SO blessed to have him as my partner, as we fight this battle! We went through Easter weekend and had a wonderful time at Church, dinner and having an Easter Egg hunt with family!<br />
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The following Monday, I got the update from my Doctor on how many embryos were developed ready to freeze. ONE. One top grade embryo was developed and would be frozen and another embryo that was behind and they weren't sure if it would make it. We went from 32 eggs to ONE embryo. It is "the little embryo that could!" This was yet another disappointment in the roller coaster of IVF and infertility. The emotional ups and downs are so daunting. I had a good cry and got myself ready to face the work day. Don't get me wrong, I am SO SO grateful to God for this one embryo, my child. I have thanked Him every day since, for the miracle of my sweet little embryo. During the conversation with the Doctor, I asked if we could do another fresh egg retrieval first and then proceed with the fresh or frozen transfer. He said absolutely. IVF is very, very expensive (as you all know) and with the program I chose and paid for, I am allowed two fresh retrievals, so financially this was the best option. Plus, ideally, I won't have to do another retrieval again (if we get enough embryos this next cycle) and can proceed with building our family in the coming years. I was put on progesterone to force my cycle to begin and was informed to let my nurse know on Cycle Day 1, at which time I would start the process for the next retrieval.<br />
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My cycle began this past Sunday, so I immediately emailed my nurse. Yesterday, I got the updated protocol from my nurse with all the dates for injections, procedures and also the list of medicines I need. I was going through the motions of getting everything done and ready to begin these next steps but honestly, I was not feeling hopeful or excited. It wasn't just the physical toll it takes on your body that had me feeling low, I think it was more being afraid of the outcome, nervous of more bad news and opening yourself up to potential pain. I talked about this with my husband, mom and sisters...I explained my hesitations and fears. <br />
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Okay, NOW we can jump to today and the BEST NEWS that God chose to give to me <i>today</i>, the day that I started my first birth control pill in this second cycle of IVF. I received a call from the clinic today, while I was working out at the gym, and let the call go to voicemail because I was afraid to answer it and receive <i>more </i>bad news and have a breakdown surrounded by complete strangers. I listened to the message immediately after and it was my Doctor informing me that one of my embryos that was fighting along MADE it! <b>I have TWO EMBRYOS</b>!!!!!!!!!!! They are both top grade embryos! My heart could burst with happiness, hope and gratefulness. I had no idea that there was even a chance this embryo was still developing. I assumed that since I had not heard anything, that the other one didn't make it. I had no idea that this was still a possibility. Today was the perfect illustration that <b>God's timing is perfect</b>! This little Serendipity that He chose to bless me with today was just what I needed to encourage my heart and mind to keep fighting in my journey to become a mom. Even though I knew God was my strength in my weakest times and I never doubted His faithfulness, I delight in knowing that He met my need today! <i>As a side note: My mom has always called me her "little Serendipity," her unexpected pleasure. I was the only one of her four children that wasn't planned. My mom was scared because she got pregnant with me while my older sister was still very little...she was worried she wouldn't be able to manage. God knew what she needed, and when, better then she did! Today, we own a bridal salon and event design company together called "Serendipity Bridal and Events!!" </i><br />
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This verse in Ecclesiastes immediately came to mind, after the news:<br />
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<i>"He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, He has put eternity into man's heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end" Ecclesiastes 3:11</i><br />
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I am so thankful that I serve a faithful and loving God that cares for His children. "<i>Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalms 37:3-4 </i>The Lord gave me the desire to be a mother and I know that He will fulfill that desire. I have to trust when and how He will fulfill that desire, but I do have faith that I will be a mother one day (and hopefully soon)!<br />
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I hope this leaves each of you with HOPE! Hope is what instills confidence. I pray that each one of us, as we move forward, we hold our heads high and move through our days with confidence of the <i>beautiful women</i> we are!<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-37387572316166094432016-03-29T06:01:00.002-07:002016-03-29T10:06:55.846-07:00Want Amazing Skin? Try Rodan + Fields!I love quality skin care products and was so excited when I was introduced to Rodan + Fields! I started using the products a while ago and fell in love with them! I knew I wanted to offer this amazing skincare line to other ladies so I decided to start a new business venture and became a consultant.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-27385433086813046932016-03-14T15:37:00.000-07:002016-03-15T18:03:15.506-07:00Recipe: Crock Pot Salsa ChickenCrock Pot Salsa Chicken<br />
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I love using my Crock Pot for meals during the week. It's so convenient and all you need to do is add a few quick side dishes and dinner is served! For two people, it lasts <br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-37608405632319650912016-03-09T20:30:00.001-08:002016-03-09T20:30:30.319-08:00Injection Night One-Complete!Well...we made it through the first night of two injections! My husband, David, and I both had a busy and long day at work. He actually beat me home for once and had dinner ready for me! I got home around 8:30 pm and we had dinner quickly and caught up on our days and then started prepping our drug lab! I had to do two shots tonight and will continue this for the next three nights. David was the mad scientist (I think he secretly enjoyed this) and handled the mixing of diluent and powder to create the injections. The first shot was the Gonal-F, which provides the hormone follicle stimulating hormone (FSH) that helps cause the ovaries to produce eggs (we need lots and lots of eggs)!! We made sure to take our time reading the instructions because we <i>really </i>didn't want to mess this up. David went to inject the needle into my abdomen and it didn't want to penetrate the skin...OUCH! I started crying at that point and David was pretty upset too. After a quick pep talk for both of us, he just had to "jab" the needle into my stomach really quickly with force...he did not like this part at all. <br />
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The second injection was of Menopur, which provides FSH and lutenizing hormone (LH) that help healthy ovaries to make eggs. Menopur is a preparation of gonadotropins
extracted from the urine of postmenopausal women (umm...ok?!), which
has undergone additional steps for purification...THIS is something I really don't think I needed to know!!!! LOL! I've read a lot about this medicine really burning when injected for many patients. For me tonight, it actually didn't burn as bad as I was expecting...maybe I was just traumatized from the dull needle from the first shot?! We will see how the next few nights go. I have confirmed that I could not be a nurse or a scientist! HAHA!! I just kept saying, "it's for our baby"!! Right now, my stomach is just a little red in the injection spots...one night down, lots more to go...<br />
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I got my special delivery today...A LOT of medicine! I have been so excited about receiving this package (not about the cost...yikes!). I know that sounds odd, but I am so hopeful about what all of the medicine, pills and needles will help us achieve. All of this will be absolutely worth it to begin our family and have the child we have dreamed of and said countless prayers for already! I know everyday won't be easy and the shots and bloodwork will not be fun but being a mother is incredibly sacrificial everyday right?! </div>
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Special Delivery! I wish it was a new purse and let me tell you...for this price, it would have been one smashing designer handbag ;)</div>
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For this IVF cycle, I will be using the following medicines, which are beautifully displayed on my table!</div>
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That's a LOT of needles!!!! YIKES! Trying not to feel completely overwhelmed. I'm getting over a very bad stomach virus so the thought of giving myself all of these shots is making me very queasy at the moment...BUT with God's grace we will get through them and have the best gift in the end!!</div>
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One of the countless reasons I adore my husband! He sent me this cute bitmoji today, after I sent him all the pictures of the medicine delivery. This entire process of infertility is definitely something that we are experiencing and walking through together... and it impacts us both. David has the same desires as I do and some days are hard for him too, as we navigate through our emotions and this valley together. I am so thankful for the way he encourages me and always puts forth an effort to make me smile and feel incredibly loved!!</div>
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I love trying new, healthy recipes! My husband and I have busy schedules with our careers so I tend to make a lot of baked chicken, brown rice and broccoli (super creative)!! But it tastes good, is healthy and quick! The past week, I found a little extra time to try a new recipe. I haven't cooked with Quinoa a lot and wanted to try to cook with it more. I found a great recipe on www.secondchancetosucceed.com and my husband and I really liked it...I recommend you give it a try! P.S.-it did take a few more pots than I would typically use so there was quite a bit more cleanup than normal for me...only downside.</div>
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<i><b>Recipe: Cheesy Chicken, Broccoli and Quinoa Casserole</b></i></div>
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Ingredients:</div>
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1 Cup Uncooked Quinoa </div>
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2-3 Boneless Skinless Chicken Breasts, Cubed</div>
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2 Heads of Broccoli, Chopped </div>
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1/4 White Onion, Finely Diced</div>
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4 Cloves of Garlic, Minced</div>
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1 Cup Cheese + Extra for topping casserole (I use 1/2 Cheddar and 1/2 Parmesan)</div>
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1 Tbs Flour (Whole Wheat or Coconut)</div>
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1 Cup Milk or Milk Substitute (Almond, Coconut, etc…)</div>
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1 1/2 tsp Cumin</div>
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1 tsp Onion Powder</div>
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1 tsp Garlic Powder</div>
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1/2 tsp Black Pepper</div>
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1 tsp Oregano</div>
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2 tsp Dried Parsley</div>
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1/4 tsp Cayenne or Cajun Seasoning *(Optional)</div>
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Directions (Taken from secondchancetosucceed.com):</div>
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First, pre-heat your oven to 375 degrees. Get 1 cup of quinoa cooking per the directions on the package. </div>
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Warm a small amount (about a teaspoon or two) of coconut oil in a large, deep skillet. As the oil warms, dice up the onions and add them to the pan. Cook them on a low-medium heat until they are almost translucent. When the onions are nearly done, add the minced garlic to the pan and stir often until slightly golden. Be careful not to burn the garlic. While cutting up the onions and garlic, go ahead and prep the broccoli. Cut off the stems, give the broccoli florets a rough chop and set aside for later.</div>
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While your onions and garlic are cooking, cut your chicken into cubes. Keep the chicken pieces bite-sized so that it cooks quickly and will be evenly distributed throughout the dish. Increase the heat to med-high and add your chicken to the pan. Stir in cumin, onion, garlic, pepper, oregano, parsley, and cayenne. Saute until the chicken is cooked through and no longer pink in the center. Remove from heat and add your chicken mixture to a LARGE mixing bowl.</div>
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While the chicken is cooking, steam your broccoli lightly. Since you’ll be adding the broccoli to the casserole, you don’t want it to be soggy. Once the broccoli has reached your desired texture, add it to the mixing bowl along with your cooked quinoa.</div>
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Place a small sauce pot on the stove over medium heat. In a small bowl, whisk together 1 tbs of flour and 1/4 cup milk. Pour the mixture into the sauce pot and add remaining 3/4 cup of milk. Stir constantly until thickened. Remove from heat and stir in 1 cup of grated or shredded cheese. Pour the cheese mixture into your large mixing bowl and stir ingredients together until evenly distributed.</div>
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Coat a baking dish with non-stick cooking spray and pour in your Cheesy Chicken, Broccoli and Quinoa mixture. Sprinkle an additional 1/4 cup of cheese over the top and bake at 375 degrees for 20 minutes (or until cheese is melted and bubbly!) Remove from the oven when done and allow to sit for 5-10 minutes. </div>
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**I usually prepare everything ahead of time and set the covered baking dish in the refrigerator until dinner. I bake the dish covered at 375 degress for about 15 minutes and then uncover it for an additional 10-15 minutes**</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-74610221210828023612016-02-23T09:35:00.000-08:002016-02-23T09:35:06.487-08:00From Present Suffering to Future Glory<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">It is amazing how at just the right time God will send someone to encourage your heart. Through my struggle with infertility, there have been dark days, where I have struggled with feeling depressed, sad, angry and confused. I am blessed with an incredible husband, parents and three sisters who all carry my hurts and joys, just as if they were walking through my same journey. A few days ago, my younger sister, Rebecca, sent me the beautiful scripture from Romans 8. Reading it, I was so encouraged and thankful that "<i>all things work together for good to those who love God" </i>and despite our failure, weaknesses and sins...despite our trials, He has a plan for us and we can be strong knowing that He will complete the work He began in each of us. Reading scripture and praying always gives me perspective in my situation. "<i>Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered (verse 26)." </i>God knows our hurts, frustrations and inadequacies...He intercedes for us, even when we can't put our needs or feelings into words. The Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness and does what we cannot do...I take great hope in this and want to encourage you to have the same confidence in Christ, no matter the struggle you are facing today! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span class="text Rom-8-18" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">18 </span>For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">to be compared</i> with the glory which shall be revealed in us. </span><span class="text Rom-8-19" id="en-NKJV-28136" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">19 </span>For the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God. </span><span class="text Rom-8-20" id="en-NKJV-28137" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">20 </span>For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">it</i> in hope; </span><span class="text Rom-8-21" id="en-NKJV-28138" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">21 </span>because the creation itself also will be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. </span><span class="text Rom-8-22" id="en-NKJV-28139" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">22 </span>For we know that the whole creation groans and labors with birth pangs together until now. </span><span class="text Rom-8-23" id="en-NKJV-28140" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">23 </span>Not only <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">that,</i>but we also who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body. </span><span class="text Rom-8-24" id="en-NKJV-28141" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">24 </span>For we were saved in this hope, but hope that is seen is not hope; for why does one still hope for what he sees? </span><span class="text Rom-8-25" id="en-NKJV-28142" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">25 </span>But if we hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">it</i> with perseverance.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span class="text Rom-8-26" id="en-NKJV-28143" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">26 </span>Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us<span class="footnote" data-fn="#fen-NKJV-28143a" data-link="[<a href="#fen-NKJV-28143a" title="See footnote a">a</a>]" style="box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">[<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans%208:18-30&version=NKJV#fen-NKJV-28143a" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; color: #b34b2c; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: top;" title="See footnote a">a</a>]</span> with groanings which cannot be uttered. </span><span class="text Rom-8-27" id="en-NKJV-28144" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">27 </span>Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">is,</i> because He makes intercession for the saints according to <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">the will of</i> God.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span class="text Rom-8-28" id="en-NKJV-28145" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">28 </span>And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">His</i> purpose. </span><span class="text Rom-8-29" id="en-NKJV-28146" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">29 </span>For whom He foreknew, He also predestined <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">to be</i> conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. </span><span class="text Rom-8-30" id="en-NKJV-28147" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;">30 </span>Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.</span></span></div>
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I have had the same glasses since High School...over 13 years!! It is scary how quickly time and the years fly by. You could tell the glasses had gotten great wear, over the years, by the missing nose pieces and cracks in the lenses. So, it was certainly time for a new pair! I took my stylist (my mom!!) and we chose a beautiful pair from Tiffany & Co. There were several pairs I had to choose between...I wanted them all! As always, the Tiffany packaging is perfect and just seeing the Tiffany blue color makes every girl happy! :) I highly recommend if you are in the market for new, fashionable spectacles! I hope everyone is having an enjoyable weekend!</div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I know a lot of people don't love snow, but I LOVE snow!! It is beautiful, magical, exciting and just makes me happy! Having a day where you are forced to be stuck inside reading, relaxing and baking is an added bonus. The DC area got an unexpected amount of snow on Monday, President's Day. The forecasters predicted 1-3" of snow and we ended up without about 7-8!" While snowed in, I searched for a new recipe, which I found on Gather For Bread's website (www.gatherforbread.com). So, I tested out the Blueberry Banana Muffins that are healthy and very tasty.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Skinny Whole Wheat Blueberry Banana Muffins</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Ingredients:</span></div>
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<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">8 ounces Greek yogurt, plain or blueberry</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">3 Tablespoons honey</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">2 large eggs</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">1 teaspoon vanilla extract</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">2 medium ripe bananas, mashed</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">1 1/2 cups whole wheat flour</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">1/2 teaspoon baking soda</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">1/2 teaspoon salt</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">2/3 cup frozen blueberries</span></li>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;">Keeps at room temperature for up to 3 days. For extended storage freeze in a ziptop bag or freezer container for up to 2 months.</span></div>
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01946097365509815798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4416631186296753263.post-67075215915731210072016-02-18T05:33:00.000-08:002016-02-18T05:33:10.396-08:00A Lovely Valentine's Day!<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">I hope everyone had a wonderful Valentine's Day weekend! On Saturday, after work, David and I got to spend time with my littlest sister who was in from College for the weekend. We went to see the new Nicholas Sparks movie, "The Choice," which was very good (I normally can't watch his movies because they are way too emotional and I am a baby)! It was a great night and I am so glad I got to spend time with my sister. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">As you know, Valentine's day was Sunday. My husband and I had the best day together. We started our day at Church and then enjoyed a lovely brunch in Alexandria, Virginia at one of our favorite restaurants, The Warehouse. It was freezing outside so we didn't spend too much time outside walking around, like we normally would. If you are ever in the area, be sure to spend time in Old Town Alexandria...it's a great place! Later that afternoon, my sweet husband cooked me a delicious dinner (recipe listed below), which he served in a new serving bowl to match our China!! He then brought out the most adorable, tiny heart cake that was decorated just perfect! It was a very sweet ending to a great day! I don't know about you, but with our busy schedules, getting to spend an entire day together is rare so we savored every minute of that time! </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white;">P.S.- We had our meeting with our Doctor on Tuesday to discuss the next steps for beginning the IVF process. I started the first step in the process, birth control, on Valentine's Day (how romantic!! haha!), which I will continue for a few more weeks. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: medium;">Eeeek! I'm nervous and excited!</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: medium;"> </span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i>Pasta with Burst Tomatoes and Mascarpone (from Southern Living)</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1 (24-oz.) package frozen cheese-filled ravioli</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">3 pt. assorted grape tomatoes</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1 large tomato, chopped</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">2 garlic cloves, chopped</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">2 tablespoons, olive oil</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1/4 cup butter, cubed</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">3/4 teaspoon kosher salt</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1/2 cup torn assorted fresh herbs (such as parsley and basil)</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1 (8-0z.) container mascarpone cheese</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">Preparation:</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">1. Prepare pasta according to package directions.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">2. Meanwhile, preheat broiler with oven rack 4 to 5 inches from heat. Stir together tomatoes, garlic, and olive oil in a 15-x 10 inch-inch jelly-roll pan. Broil 5 to 8 minutes or until tomatoes are charred, stirring halfway through.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">3. Transfer tomato mixture to a large bowl. Stir in butter, next 3 ingredients, and 1/4 cup fresh herbs. Spoon over hot cooked ravioli; dollop with cheese. Sprinkle with remaining 1/4 cup fresh herbs. Serve immediately.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: medium;">Try the recipe and tag me in your picture so I can see!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #001320; font-family: "trebuchet" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; font-size: 14px;">This is a beautiful verse and is one that I feel is very applicable to my current season of life. My mom shared this verse with me years ago and within the last two years it is a verse that I think of often. We all have experienced disappointment in our lives and during this current season of my life, it feels like I'm getting extra doses of it! Let's think about this verse in more depth. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #001320; font-family: "trebuchet" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fdfeff;"><b style="font-size: 14px;">Hope deferred-</b><span style="font-size: 14px;">W</span><span style="font-size: 14px;">hen we experience our hopes being delayed, it can cause grief, hurt, anger, bitterness and sadness. Hope is a very powerful emotion that creates anticipation and eagerness in our hearts, which can cause us to dream and plan. Hope signifies joy and delight for the future, especially when we come close to our hope being realized. I don't know if you do this, but when something I desire so strongly is delayed, I start to wonder if God will ever give me what I am wanting...why is He waiting so long?...What is He trying to teach me?...I'm a good person and make good choices. All of these are normal thoughts and it is OKAY to ask these questions. God knows our heart and our desires. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #001320; font-family: "trebuchet" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fdfeff;"><b style="font-size: 14px;">Desire</b><span style="font-size: 14px;">-Hope creates a great desire within us for whatever we are expecting and wanting; a new home, a new job, finding a husband, having a child, etc. This desire can become so overwhelming and can take over our thoughts and every moment of our day. We can become consumed by this desire and anticipation grows profoundly. When this hope is not realized or is dashed, that is when the grief and </span></span><span style="font-size: 14px;">despair make our hearts sick. This grief should not be denied and is understandable.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #001320; font-family: "trebuchet" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fdfeff;"><span style="font-size: 14px;"> </span><b style="font-size: 14px;">Tree of Life</b><span style="font-size: 14px;">-With Christ, we are never without hope. We have to continue living with the hope that the Glory of God will be revealed to us, in His perfect timing and must trust in His plans for our lives. The tree of life in this verse represents the desire </span></span><span style="font-size: 14px;">being fulfilled...it is a sweet reward and provides satisfaction. A fulfilled desire is a good, positive thing. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #001320; font-family: "trebuchet" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">During the waiting period, we must remember (or learn) to wait on the Lord and truly trust that He knows best. While in the waiting, I think you will find that our true fulfillment of our hopes and desires will only be found in God. I hope you find encouragement by reading this and I also pray that your hope is fulfilled in God's timing</span></span></div>
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xo, Jessica</div>
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